December 2010
“A day without you is like a year without rain.”
Everyone's looking forward to break
Me? Not really. Why? Because Ill be in China visiting people I HAVEN’T SEEN FOR 9 FUCKING YEARS. Ill miss hanging out with all of my friends & my social life. I have tons of homework that requires my internet & textbook. Im 99% sure Ill get sick. Ill be in a new place, new living conditions, different air, different food, etc. I have to come back to American ALONE waiting in the...
I hate waiting for something that will never...
Eremophobia
The fear of being alone.
Maybe you aren't what I want afterall.
Reblog this if you miss talking to someone you...
annrae:
gloriiachoy:
(via asdfsandy, huyenle)
I reallyyy dont want to lose you as a friend. I’ve never tried so hard to keep someone close to me. But by the looks of it… its not going to last long. You havent talked to me for so long… I really miss our funny conversations. Why the hell am I so fucking useless? Why can’t I ever keep any friends? Why do they always leave my side?
I think... Im about to give up
& guess wat? It actually kinda hurts.
Confessing
“Confess to him” People say it so easily, but confessing is the hardest thing in life for me. Its so embarassing & I have pride. I would never confess, even if I really love the guy. Its just… a really hard task that I would never accomplish. I would rather keep everything in & endure the pain than confessing to someone you know you wont have a chance with.
She may talk to other guys. Laugh with them. Make...
xueying-inspirations:
♥
Who the FUCK are YOU to judge me?
When Im with you, I can’t even recognize myself anymore. Its like… im a totally new person. Whats happening?
I find myself thinking about you everytime i see a...
I really don't need anything other than your hugs.
No matter how hard I try, ill never be good enough...
Today
Alot of things happened today: 1) Got my report card. Stayed the same for every class cept for math. I dropped -__- How unasian i am. 2) PSAT scores. 156/240. I did so bad. Everyone was got lik 160-180 and im just like…. I feel so stupid =.= 3) REAL FIRE IN BRONX SCIENCE! some idiot set something on fire in the chem lab. All the teachers were screaming & shoving all of the students out...
You never talk to me anymore & whenever I IM you, you never make an effort to continue the conversation. So why the fuck should I be wasting my time?
Food Fair 120810
Food fair was awesome today. So much cheap food (when it went on sale). Probably gained so much weight. -_- But Lunar Club didnt have that much ppl :( I ♥ food (:
Its funny how the most unexpected person is there...
Yupp. The most unexpected person was there. His/her words literally melted my heart & placed a smile on my face that has been gone for a while.
Craziest night ever
Today was so crazy and unexpected. I’ve done something I’ve never done in my life before. I felt like such a stupid fool & weakling. She had so much friends thats willing to stay there. No one has ever done that for me before. Who would come & save me from everything? I really hate myself right now for not being able to control my fucking emotions.
